Rasa itu

i'm missing it

no 

i'm not missing the person,

but i miss the feeling of being loved.

i miss to have someone nagging at me

i miss to have someone who scold me when i'm wrong

i miss to have someone who can lend their ears when i'm sick of life

i miss to have someone who can lend their shoulder when i'm tired struggling

i miss to have someone who i can share my tear and laugh

i miss to have someone who says something to me and my heart will whisper, yes, he's right. 

anybody can be that someone, 

it's only about is him the right one.

but i can't denied it,

i don't have trust anymore

trust is just like a piece of paper,

once it crumpled, it won't go as the same anymore.

for the time being,

a man only can be a friend of me,

a guy only can be my best buddy.

dear heart, please open it up when you found the right one.

it's the matter of time.