LESSON

and the lesson learnt.

jangan belajar semata-mata nak lulus exam.
jangan belajar semata-mata nak dapat dekan. 


haaa! 
dulu buat macam tu masa diploma.
lepas habis paper, subjek tu tolak tepi, tinggalkan, abaikan, lupakan.

jangan macam tu kawan2,
kita belajar bukan semata2 sebab nak lulus exam,
tapi sbb kita perlukan ilmu itu seumur hidup kita.

"Kamu kan dah ada basic masa diploma dulu.. kamu bukan dari matriks, kamu bukan dari stpm, kamu dari diploma uitm" -lecturer, 2013

"no spoon feed on degree life junior!" mr senior, 2013

"dulu kan da belajar, kau tak ingat ke?" classmate, 2013

*sigh* 

they are great, they are awesome, the are fast learner.

aku? masih berlari mengejar. 

mengejar kelajuan yang mungkin melebihi had laju kemampuan aku.

i need a booster! 

i need to buck up!

tapi aku yakin aku mampu. 

kalau kita tak yakin dengan diri sendiri, kita takkan dapat lakukannya.

cerita pasal subject,

subject that I'm taking for the current semester,

QUANTITATIVE BUSINESS ANALYSIS

THIRD LANGUAGE - ARAB III

ENGLISH FOR ACADEMIC READING

E-COMMERCE

GLOBAL MARKET PLACES

INTERCULTURAL MANAGEMENT

PERSONAL FINANCIAL PLANNING

almost semua subjek, ada kaitan dengan diploma dulu. 

sem ni, aku belajar balik operation management, account, management, marketing, it dan sudah semestinya subjek fundamental of international business.

kalaulah apa yang belajar masa diploma dulu 100% aku fahami, dan paling tak pun 80% masih dalam kepala, mesti aku boleh relaks sikit belajar degree nie.

but dont regret, its not too late. 

and the lesson learnt,

please people, dont just studying to make sure you pass the paper.

study because you need to gain knowledge for your lifetime, not just because of the grades. 

kindly reminding, 

mira amani 

DREAMS!

while sitting with a few friends while waiting for the next lecture, 
they always comes up with some 'what if' moment and 'one fine day' hopes.

yeahh, all those girly stuff, i bet you know whats the topic is all about. haha

prince charming

marriage

weddings

wedding gifts

wedding gown

honeymoon

and i'm just like *krikkrik* 

errr, dari dulu lagi aku bukan a type of person yang pandai share my dreams, my hope with others. i love to keep it to myself and if it is something that i can achieve it by myself, i will try my best to reach it. 

but yes, dream about the marriage, of course i can't reach it by myself. i have to find the right one first. my soulmate, my imam, my only one.

tapi after a few guys breaking my heart, yeah, apparently i'm the one who break one of them's heart, but he killing me with his attitude *sigh* okay. let's stop talking about that. haha

and now, i'd realize that i don't have that special feelings toward any guys anymore. i'm thinking of there are sooo much things for me to figure out especially towards myself, my future, my families, my friends and all peoples around me.

yes, i do liking someone right now. but i don't feels any hard feelings. it's a crush anyway. i love to looks at his smile and stalking his twitter :P

yes, i do close with someone right now. he's approaching, but i don't feels the sparks. but talking with him is like i'd know him for years, padahal baru je kenal sebenarnya. 

yes, i love making friends. so that i will know many traits of peoples. saya suka memerhati. dan saya tak mudah membenci, walau seteruk mana pun perangai orang yg saya kenali tu.

rather than LOVE, i'd prefer to make myself busy with study (currently a 2nd year student) , my family - keluarga bahagia haji noordin and also che mah family, my friends here and there, and my society, International Business Society and also GPMS. 

rather than chasing love, i'd prefer to chase my dream! 

i'm afraid of height. hehe. saya menangis masa naik cable car dekat langkawi masa darjah 5 dulu. hehe. it's freaking height and i'm so gayat. hahaha

but i don't care! i want to try this! one time for my whole life pun jadilah.

HOT AIR BALLOON! 

before i'm married, i want to make sure that my parents steps their foot here. yes. Kota Suci Mekah. and i really hope this dream will comes true. 

yeah, what for being an International Business student if you do not know the world?

i would like to travel all around the world. knowing other people's culture, learning their language, visiting their interesting places. i'd love to. :D 

what? for shopping purpose? no, that is so not amirah amani. no, i'm not a shopper. i just buy things when i think it necessary and i would never let my account falls into zero. :)

duhhh! chase your dream lah babe! yeah, it just a dream, and it won't come true if you don't put any effort on it! 

if you don't find any way, just create one.
don't make things miserable.

just keep on living! 

hidup

here i am, 

furthering degree in UiTM Puncak Alam.

Bachelor of Business Admin (honours) 

International Business.

Alhamdulillah,

I'd made a step forward.

InsyaAllah,

I wish I can grad with flying colours.

forget all the unfinished love story.

forget all the tears and sadness before.

forget all the egoistic people who always think they the only one that right.

here, the new me,

with a new spirit,

with a new hopes.

finding a new love?

maybe not.

but can't avoid myself to have a crush. ^.^

i don't think its wrong for me to have a crush, isn't?

back to school years,

i do had a crush with a boy with the name AA,

and because of he is the student from the 1st ranking class,

I do wish I can get into that 1st rank class also.

and proved, I got straight A's for my PMR 

but he was not. :P

ahhaaa, 

forget the first crush,

but still, if there's time, I do want to thanks him,

for giving me support without he realize

and it do change my life. 

duhhh,

what a nonsense story I'd make up here.

haha. 

end of the story,

it's me, 

Nur Amirah Amani.

I'm turn into a new me,

and to all peoples from the past and presents,

I do seek forgiveness from you guys for all the wrong done, 

the harsh and the mistakes that i'd done before.

forgive me,

and do pray for me to lead my life happily and successfully.

I'm not focusing on anybody,

but I do mean everybody.

sincerely, 

Mira Amani.

keliru

aku keliru.

ketiadaan dirasai kehilangan,

kehilangan mengajar erti kerinduan.

aku keliru.

tiada dia buat aku rasa perlu,

ada dia buat aku rasa mahu.

sayang , ya.

cinta , entah.

tapi aku perlu bahu,

yang selalu ada tika perlu.

dan aku ingin kata,

yang sentiasa memberi semangat tika duka.

dia lengkap,

dia memahami,

dia menerima seadanya.

aku.

ya, aku yg sentiasa menidakkan.

andai kubiar,

dapat lagi kah aku jumpa yang sepertinya?

Ya Allah,

aku buntu,

aku keliru

bantulah aku.

bukalah pintu hati aku untuk cinta,

andai dia benar untukku.

i'd forget where did i put the key of my heart.

pengorbanan

.tekanan.

berbagai perkara difikirkan,

mencari tempat untuk meluahkan.

ahhhh! 

tak guna semua itu,

kau meluahkan, tak ada penyelesaian yang kau dapat,

hanya sekadar berkongsi dan menagih simpati.

penyelesaian tetap di tangan kau sendiri.

demi adik2,

demi angah , abang dan iskandar,

wajarkah aku berkorban?

wajarkah aku kuburkan seketika segala impian dan angan2,

hingga tiba satu masa kelak?

abah dan mama sudah pasti tak setuju,

tapi aku tak sanggup hadapinya.

the picture of my family,

taken 2 years ago, masa wedding my cousin, Alang Ijat & Kak Syaza.

.iskandar & mama.

masa depan mereka lebih penting bagiku.

tentang aku?

masih boleh direncana lagi.

aku buntu.

aku celaru.

hanya pada-Mu Allah tempat ku mengadu.

bantulah aku.

just smile,

mira amani.

save the pain, 

smile like nothing happen.

let it fake, as long as you can be strong.  

SIMPATI

kenapa aku tak bahagia macam orang lain?

kenapa Allah uji aku sampai macam ni sekali?

kenapa hidup aku susah?

kenapa?

kenapa?

kenapa?

selalu kan orang tanya macam tu.. 

tapi kau kena ingat, bahagia tu tak datang sendiri..kita yang cari..

it's the way you lead your life.

orang yg miskin, boleh bahagia.

orang yg susah pun boleh bahagia.

orang yg kaya tak semestinya bahagia. 

orang yg in relationship pun tak semestinya bahagia.

orang dah kahwin pun boleh gaduh.

kadangkala,

orang yang cakap macam tu sengaja nak tagih simpati.

dia perlukan perhatian.

tapi kalau terlalu banyak simpati yang kau tagih,

bukan perhatian yang akan kau dapat.

tapi sebenarnya kau merendahkan martabat kau sendiri.

orang akan hilang hormat pada kau. 

sebab kau menjaja cerita kau sendiri demi perhatian yang kau perlukan.

ingat, 

maruah kau di tangan kau sendiri.

jangan di rendahkan kerana kau adalah sesuatu yang bernilai.

bahagia kau akan kau jumpa,

bila kau berhenti mengejar kepedihan dan kedukaan.

semuanya terletak di tangan kau sendiri.

p/s:

jangan merendah diri melihat kebahagiaan orang lain, 

jadikan ia titik tolak utk kehidupan kau sendiri.

jangan berbangga diri melihat kesusahan orang lain,

jadikan ia sebagai panduan supaya kau jadi lebih baik.

BOSAN

.bosan.

dah sebulan lebih dekat rumah

ulang2 buat benda sama setiap hari.

pagi2 sidai kain, 

tgh hari masak,

petang angkat kain,

kemas rumah.

baking?

sudah.

merayau?

kadang2.

joging?

ade jugak, tapi geng dah busy, bpe hr dah asyk tak jadi je joging.

nak melepak pun tak syok, 

kt taman perumahan ni takde geng.

ramai lelaki je.

yg perempuan, either kecik lagi or dah besar sangat (dah kawin la maksudnye)

bosan taw duduk rumah.

macam takde oksigen. haha.

pandang batu je.

dah la aku ni plak jenis yang tak reti nak duduk diam. 

lagi sekali, bosan.

itulah entry kali nie.

nak baca pn naik bosan da.

haha. 

bye! 

girls day out

oh yeahhh! 

today is the girls day out!

errr, yeahh, include mama.

haha

mama, angah, the twins and me.

the twins is my cousin, anis nabilah and anis najihah.

reason keluar hari ni sebenarnya,

sebab angah nak amek suntikan hpv kt jln raja laut.

so dah alang2 keluar, mama ajak pergi jalan2 sekali.

then kitorang ajak lah the twins sekali. 

haaa, masa ni kitorang kebosanan.

sambil tunggu angah buat suntikan hpv tuu. 

anis najihah & me.

mama & anis nabilah

the twins yang gedik! 

even baru je form 1,

tapi kaki jalan, sekepala ngan aku.

haha. up-to-date dengan latest fesyen pulak tuu.

seronok shopping ngan dorang.

mama & angah dah tak larat nak jalan,

kitorang still round2 lagi.

pergi mana tadi? 

SOGO, JALAN TAR, MASJID JAMEK.

nanti kak mira dah kerja,

kita keluar shopping lagi.

kak mira belanja. haha. 

sakan gelak

 jadi model pun bolehhh.

lunch time! 

budak poyo konon banyak shopping. haha. 

me with the twins.

the left is najihah, and the right one is nabilah. 

the speaky one is my angah, afiqah amani.

dari pagi orang pergi kerja kitorang keluar,

sebab tumpang acu pergi kerja,

then balik pun time orang balik kerja, 

sebab tumpang acu jugak.

hihi

yang seronok nye bukan shopping,

tapi spending my time with them.

yeahhh, my cousins, uncles and aunts tinggal tak jauh dari rumah aku.

and itu bukan buat kitorang 'tak berkembang',

tapi itu yg buat kitorang rapat and treat each others not like a cousins,

but just like a sisters and brothers.

and proudly said, 

i have 12 sisters, 14 brothers! 

by me,

amirah amani  

KEHILANGAN

Kehilangan

Kenapa perlu menghargai setelah merasa kehilangan?

Ketika ada,

Semua serba tak kena.

Ketika tiada,

Mulalah merindui segala2.

Kadang kala,

Kita perlu merasa kehilangan itu,

Kerana setelah kehilangan baru kita sedar 

betapa bermaknanya sesuatu itu dalam kehidupan kita.

Tapi bagaimana pula dengan seseorang yang 

tak menghargai peluang kedua yg diberikan?

Tidak serikkah dia?

Dan satu ketika nanti, 

menagih peluang ketiga, keempat dan seterusnya?

Mungkin aku yang akan serik.

Kerana pengalaman tak pernah mengajar engkau untuk menghargai.

Bukalah mata, 

bukalah hati.

Fikirkan sedalamnya.

Peluang diberi bukan untuk dipersia.

jangan lah lagi dipersia andai satu hari nanti ada peluang menanti.

Malam Pra-Graduasi UiTM Kelantan

MAJLIS MALAM PRA-GRADUASI UITM KELANTAN

venue : HOTEL GRAND RIVERVIEW

 date : 5 MAC 2013

actually the event were organised specially for the final semester students in UiTM Kelantan. 

so , 

the event should be compulsory for the final semester students.

let's go through the 

ALBUM of THE DAY! 

my best buddies; 

the left one is Mumai, 

the middle one is Zira 

and 

the right one is Syaira.

the bebigals,

which is my soul, 

my angel 

and my strength.

here is Cik Rado. 

my ex-schoolmate girlfriend. 

from left; dayah, AA & Mumai

yeahhh, this is my dinner tablemate :)

from left; Mie, Abg Shahrul, Papa, Nur & AA. 

my beloved GPMS family . 

the three ladies is currently in the final semester. 

and PAPA is actually our penasihat GPMS, 

but he is our father here, at UiTM.

another picca of us,

the pre-graduates; nur, AA and mie :) 

Abg Shahrul or Abg Pujangga.

we also called him as Abg Pupu.

i adore him since the first time i saw him 

at GPMS's meeting few years ago.

and now he is the Yang Di-Pertua MPP, UiTM Cawangan Kelantan.

abg memang poyo, tapi abg tak pernah lupa adik2 dia.

and even he has another big2 family 

and more2 sisters and brothers right now,

he never forget us, his family. GPMS lahh.

yeahh, we're family! 

the ladies.

classmate of D1BM1116G

the gorgeous ladies. 

the happiness of the final semester students. 

Mr Ikhwan Iman,

my classmate since the 1st semester till the end. 

Wani, my classmate.

we're the RATU KEBAYA

Mr Suhaimi, 

another gentleman from my class

sedondon plak baju kitoranggg. 

heee~~~

thanks to izzat hakimi for capturing this picture. 

the course-mate.

Atun , AA , Fifiey and Muni. 

guess who?

he is the Timbalan Rektor Hal Ehwal Pelajar UiTM Kelantan.

Tn Hj Shukri b Salleh .

i think that's all that i would like to share. 

thanks for spending your time viewing the moment of me. 

me,

Amirah Amani, 

the girl that hoping to 

graduate with flying colours,

even she always having 

the very hard time 

while finishing the studies.